2012 has been a tumultuous year for me and sometimes i felt that my end is near and i have corroded myself to the core. The failure to make into the final list of successful Civil Services aspirants has been a crushing shock to me and i am still recuperating from it. I always wanted to be a Civil Service Officer but often struggled to manage the finances of the family. Professional life is in utter chaos although i am surviving with the help of my superiors and peers but still it is too far from the normal. Reading books has been a solace to me and its the only refuge for me after my little family. Looking holistically at 2012, i can only say that it taught me a lot especially about human relationship and mental forces and based on my experience i have come to the conclusion that "Although intelligence and hardwork matter a lot but in the end the mental peace is the deciding factor in man's quest for its destiny". My son is now 14 months old and his lovely face gives me heaven like experience and enough nitroboost. I wish 2013 will be a better year for me, my family and the world. Amen.
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