To my Paramour whom i love so much

Dedicated to some one very very special. I am not a poet and i cant be that one. This is my never ending list of trials to achieve .....................


Dedicated to one whom i call my paramour
love as selfisly as i love my own soul your soul

you are the passion, you are the sole inspiration
and you are the sole purpose of my transformation

You are the fire, power and you are the desire
you are the only one for whom i can ever aspire

Born to love you from heaven or hell my genesis
in my desert you are the only hope of an oasis

I am alone in this great ocean of depression
But no one to blame but me in this dejection

I am your other half so long you were searching for
and you are my first half with whom i came so far

You love me or not but i am as firm as t he pole star
that shines at a fixed state prooving love never alter

You make me crazy each time i saw you through eyes
my soul, heart pumps for your without saying any dies

You will remain my paramour throughout the life time
if not lucky in this life time then to say better next time

I love you with out having any name, no shame
you are the one for whom i can loose all worlds fame.

----- Neeraj Kumar Jadaun

The Legendary Indians

On August 9, 1925 ten men held up the 8 Down train at Kakori, a village near Lucknow, and looted its official railway cash. The Government reaction was quick and harsh. It arrested a large number of young men and tried them in the Kakori Conspiracy Case.

Ashfaqulla Khan, Ramprasad Bismil, Roshan Singh and Rajendra Lahiri were hanged. Four were sent to the Andamans for life, and seventeen others were sentenced to long terms of imprisonment. Only Chandrashekhar Azad remained at large. In February 1931, Azad was trapped by the police in a public park in Allahabad. Azad shot himself in the temple with the last bullet that he had.

Followed by:

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• The Indian hockey team set sail for Germany in the ocean liner 'Aitheneaver' to participate in the Berlin Olympics. The journey lasted 15 days. The team lost hundreds of hockey balls while practising on the deck of the liner.
  
  
• One day after their arrival in Germany, India played a warm up game against a German side and lost 1-4. An urgent cable message went out from Berlin, asking for the services of A. I. S. Dara. Dara was air dashed to Berlin, just one day before India's semi-final match.
  
  
• India beat Hungary 4-0, United States 7-0 and Japan 9-0. Dara joined the team for the 10-0 massacre of France in the semi-finals. No team had scored a single goal against India in their relentless march to the finals.
  
  
• India met Germany in the final on August 15, 1936. The Indian team assembled in the dressing room prior to the match. All the players reverently saluted the tricolour of the Indian National Congress, which their Assistant Manager had taken with him to Berlin.
  
  
• The final started at 11:00 am before a record crowd of 40,000 spectators, the biggest ever to witness a hockey match in the Olympic Games. Among the audience was the ruler of Baroda, the princess of Bhopal, and other Indians who had travelled from the Continent.
  
  
• India was up by 6 goals in the finals. The Germans now decided to play rough. Going for Dhyan Chand, the German goalkeeper removed one of his teeth. Coming back after receiving first aid, the bare-footed Dhyan Chand instructed his team to go easy on goals. "We must teach them a lesson in ball control," he said. As the stunned crowd watched, the Indians repeatedly took the ball up to the German circle and then backpassed to dumbfound their opponents. India ultimately prevailed over Germany 8-1 in the finals to win its third successive Olympic gold medal.
  
  
• The Fuhrer was very impressed by Dhyan Chand's performance in the finals. At a dinner party after the finals, Hitler offered to elevate Dhyan Chand to the rank of a Colonel if he migrated to Germany. Dhyan Chand turned down the offer.
  
  
• This was to be the last Olympics of 'Hockey Wizard' Dhyan Chand. World War II intervened to prevent any more Olympic appearances of the hockey immortal. Dhyan Chand is to hockey what Bradman is to cricket and Pele is to soccer. Dhyan Chand scored over a thousand goals in a career spanning 1926 - 1948.
  
  
• The ultimate tribute was paid to him by a sports club in Vienna, which built a statue of Dhyan Chand with four hands and four sticks. To those Viennese, no ordinary man with two hands and one stick could have played so well. Every age produces its own genius. But the only hockey wizard of the 20th Century has been Major Dhyan Chand, the king among centre-forwards.
  
  
• Joseph Garibaldi, who resides in London, is the only surviving member of the 1936 Indian hockey team. He emigrated to England in 1956. Joseph Garibaldi remembers having met the great Jesse Owens. He told Owens that he must be the favourite for his events. Owens replied, "this is my first Olympic Games, therefore I cannot be sure. On the other hand, the Indian hockey team has always won the gold medal."
  

The poems i like most

SarFaroshi Ki Tamanna

Sarfaroshi ki tamanna ab hamaray dil mein hai,
dekhna hai zor kitna baazuay qaatil mein hai..
karta nahin kyun doosra kuch baat cheet,
dekhta hun main jise voh chup teri mehfil mein hai..

aye shaheed-e-mulk-o-millat main teray oopar nisaar,
ab teri himmat ka charcha ghair ki mehfil mein hai..
waqt aanay dey bata denge tujhe aye aasman,
ham abhi se kya batayen kya hamare dil mein hai..

khainch kar layee hai sab ko qatl honay ki ummeed,
aashiqon ka aaj jumghat koocha-e-qaatil mein hai..
Sarfaroshi ki tamanna ab hamaray dil mein hai,
dekhna hai zor kitna baazuay qaatil mein hai..

hai liye hathiyaar dushman taak mein baitha udhar,
aur hum taiyyaar hain seena liye apna idhar.
khoon se khelenge holi gar vatan muskhil mein hai,
sarfaroshi ki tamanna ab hamaare dil mein hai.

haath jin mein ho junoon katt te nahi talvaar se,
sar jo uth jaate hain voh jhukte nahi lalkaar se.
aur bhadkega jo shola-sa humaare dil mein hai,
sarfaroshi ki tamanna ab hamaare dil mein hai.

hum to ghar se nikle hi the baandhkar sar pe qafan,
chaahatein liin bhar liye lo bhar chale hain ye qadam.
zindagi to apni mehmaan maut ki mehfil mein hai,
sarfaroshi ki tamanna ab hamaare dil mein hai.

dil mein tuufaanon ki toli aur nason mein inquilaab,
hosh dushman ke udaa denge humein roko na aaj.
duur reh paaye jo humse dam kahaan manzil mein hai,
sarfaroshi ki tamanna ab hamaare dil mein hai.

Ag Jalni Chahiye
ho gayi hai peer parvat si pighalni chahiye
is himalaya se koi ganga nikalni chahiye
aaj yah deewaar pardon ki tarah hilne lagi
shart lekin thi ki ye buniyaad hilni chahiye

sirf hangama khada karna mera maksad nahin
saari koshish hai ki ye soorat badalni chahiye
mere seene main na sahi to tere seene main sahi
ho kahin bhi aag lekin aag jalni chahiye

and my Papa's favourite poem

Lahron ki ginti kya karna
Qayar karte hain karne do
Tufano se sahme jo ho
Pal pal marte hain marne do
Chir pawan nutan beej liye
Usha Jai Mukut Chadayegi
Patwar chalate jaoege
Manjil ayegi ayegi

The Innocent Girl

My first poem of this year:

One day i was siiting with Shobhit,
at the stairs of an old class room,
A girl came to unlock her bicycle,
as she was coming from other room,

I saw, I dreamed, who's she what thy name,
only helped by shobhit to know thy name,
never heard a buddying name, entire life,
only to fall in love with owner of thy life,

One day i was sitting with Shobhit,
at the stairs of an old class room,
I tried to talk to her so many times,
only to be failed, tried hard next time

Then came her birthday as told by my frnd,
then came the dream company, the same day,
Some one told me you will get that company,
only to prove that prophecy even exist today.

Those were the days i wept many times each day,
only to emerge stronger day after each day,
As some one shouted from behind
"Yeh Katha Kahani Kisse hain kuch bhi,
To Sar Nahin Baba", although this is not truth.

-----------Neeraj Kumar Jadaun
(Excerpts from 'The Gone Days' in BHU)
At last but as many says not the least, I strongly condemned the twin bomb blasts at Jama Masjid, Old Delhi. Some body has to stop them.

Much awaited Treat

No body has ever seen stars assembly at one place, but it happened on a very auspicious day of Saturday the 1st (Better known as World Fool's Day). Our own Santa rose upto the expectations and gave us a much awaited treat in Noida, afterall this is the beginning of the great beginning of the coming generations of Our own SANTA.
Each and every bit of the moment was enjoyable as Rajat the bhabhi, Yadav, Rahul, Saugata, Durgesh, DA, Nitin, Nimish and myself all are present save Sourabh The Jat and Kartavya The Metro... for unexplored reasons. (Shobhit and Sid, we have taken a very graceful revenge from that very Sanjeev Kapoors Restaurent of our 3rd year training in Noida). Aviral joined us only to leave us in a matter of just 5 hours. Manu The Jha*** was busy in some Adobe test and Our Lord Of the Kings (Bodi) or pseudo or Rajesh was some where else.
We really miss the rest of guys to much as we were 11 here still 23 were missing. Only God can tell us when we all have that unhappened grand confluence.

In the last I am writing to tell my fellow Indian Friends who forgot that their National Year 2063 has just started on 30th March 2006. Happy new year to all of you.
Signing off.
Neeraj